31/05/2026
So….
Do I stay or do I go?
A deep post but I need to share my heart.
I’m taking a week off to really think about whether or not Owl and Brolly is to carry on right now.
I’m really torn. To carry on means sinking in more money on so many things, while like so many people I’m weekly watching sales fall away (and I really get it!!) Knowing thanks to this whole oil fiasco and the other shortages created in the middle east, some tough times late in the year into the next too.
Do I dig deep, and branch out and diversify a bit (say, using my printer to print other peoples art into wall stickers to compliment their ranges of creations)… just one thought….
While going FULL out on being as seen as possible, as I know I have a quality sticker (it’s no mistake families keep coming back to me some now decorating for child 3!)
I’ve been quietly doing things here, but since the start of the year, my heart has been really struggling with this weight of what to do. I have just 60 meters of my sticker left, …. the time is plausible in that respect to take off the white cotton gloves.
I’ve not enquired of the recent price increases on getting in my next batch, but thats another thing to ponder. Constant rising costs too of insurances for the machine, the software…. i know my postal tubes have hiked up recently.
I could keep rambling on…. but I won’t.
I feel I have so much I’ve still not accomplished with my sticker productivity. SO much I wanted and want to achieve.
I have not been ready to go on HRT so far, but that time has come, and I hope too with that comes clarity and a healthy boost especially one that restores my sleep (one of my main robbers of my creative spark) I work around daily lower abdominal pain and have learned to live with that as best I can, but sleeplessness even with magnesium is a robber in the night lol.
OR….. do I simply revert back to being an artist. Wake up and create what is on my heart that day, and if I can find a buyer then I do. But my main overheads would vanish overnight, but earnings would I imagine take some time to come in…..but I may be happier, or not…. I simply have no crystal ball…. I would get another room back in the house LOL…. and the cats would keep me company once more in the outside workroom…..
So……… I’m off to do some soul searching for a week.
Do you want O&B to carry on? It’s an important question, as mainly most of my tribe, are (were) on here…….
Throw me suggestions, I’m happy to scratch pad everything to consider on.
Whatever the outcome, I am going to do no more than 4 days away (intensive days) so that I can give over 1 to explore my creative side once more and have remaining time with hubby on the other 2 days.
I’ve been a stickler for always trying to do the right thing, and so although I can’t ask for things to grow my reach here on FB, insta things seem more flexible.
I wanted to do the paymen†plan SD even coming up, but you can see why I’ve not popped my hat in the ring.
When I come back, I’m either going to have a plan of action, or there is going to be a last chance saloon to grab things before I can’t print any longer.
Love you all so very much, you have seen me through quite a lot of emotional years :-)
Sue x