10/06/2026
My Confidence Is Not in How I Love God, But in How He Loves Me
There was a time in my life when I constantly questioned if I was doing enough, praying enough, loving God enough, being faithful enough.
Every time I stumbled or felt weak in my walk with God, I would spiral into guilt and fear, wondering if He still loved me or if I had fallen too far from His grace.
But God, in His mercy, began to open my eyes to something deeper. Something unshakable.
My confidence was never meant to rest on my fragile love for Him. It was always meant to rest on His eternal, unfailing love for me.
You see, our human love is inconsistent. One day we feel on fire for God, the next day we’re distracted, weary, or even doubting.
But the love of God is never up and down. It’s not based on how spiritual we feel or how well we perform. It’s based on who He is, faithful, merciful, and full of grace.
Romans 5:8 says, “But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.”
He loved me before I ever loved Him. He chose me when I was still broken. He carries me even when I feel unworthy. That’s the love that anchors my soul.
So now, I don’t wake up trying to prove my love to God. I wake up resting in His love for me. I serve Him, not to earn His approval, but because I already have it.
I was speaking to my sister days back and she said “Na wa o be like na only you God love at this time.”
Many of us would have missed it if not for his mercy and grace.
Even what we missed, he still showed mercy and in the business of full restoration.
I worship Him, not out of fear, but out of deep gratitude for a love that never fails. I am a deep worshipper, this is my channel to the throne of grace and mercy.
To anyone out there feeling like you’ve messed up too many times or that your love for God isn’t strong enough, take heart. Your salvation, your peace, your hope… none of it depends on how perfectly you love Him. It all flows from how perfectly He loves you.
Let that truth set you free. Let it heal you. Let it become the solid rock you stand on when everything else shakes.
God loves you, he really does.
And that love is enough.
With Him, I’M ENOUGH.