17/06/2022
I admire everyone who knows what they want to do with their lives.It makes me feel pressured to see them almost at the end of their journey while I am still discovering myself. Certainly, I'm happy for them, it's just that thinking about it makes me feel like a huge disappointment. I have so many ideas in my head but none of them are certain to succeed. Every day was the same as the day before. I can't move and I’m lost along the way no matter how hard I worked every day to reach my destination.
My vision was constantly blurred by a fog. It feels like I'm in the middle of nowhere.
At this point, I have nowhere to go.I'm not sure if I'm still doing okay. Today, I feel like I'm torn between taking one step at a time and rushing because I'm running out of time.
And I despise it because it has led me to believe that I am not capable.
—HarryPoetry
(photo from jms photography)
