08/29/2026
I know itâs long but I hope you can read this until the end!Happy 14 years of salvation to me its been soooo good! God has been SO So GOOD!
Testimony Time of God's Amazing Grace!
"I waited patiently for the LORD; and he inclined unto me, and heard my cry. He brought me up also out of an horrible pit, out of the miry clay, and set my feet upon a rock, and established my goings. And he hath put a new song in my mouth, even praise unto our God: many shall see it, and fear, and shall trust in the Lord. Blessed is that man that maketh the Lord his trust,
â Psalm 40:1-4 KJV
This month marks fourteen years since Jesus Christ saved my soul and set me free from satans grasp and put me on the path everlasting
As I look back on the life I once lived, I am overwhelmed by one thought:
God has been far better to me than I ever deserved.
My story did not begin on June 24, 2012.
It began many years earlier.
When I was twelve years old, my father was involved in a terrible single-car rollover accident that left him paralyzed as a quadriplegic. In an instant, my family's world changed forever. The stability I once knew from my mom and dad disappeared, and fear, confusion, anger, and sadness moved into my heart. Crisis entered our little family, and we did not know the Lord or His help that He offers at that time
As a young girl, I didn't know how to process that kind of pain.
Growing up in Mesa, Arizona during the late 1980s and early 1990s, there were kids everywhere. We roamed the streets for hours. i quickly jumped in to a fast life of drugs, gangs, crime, parties, and rebellion. It was common parts of the culture around me. Heavy metal music became the soundtrack of my generation, and many of us were searching for meaning, identity, and acceptance.
I was no different.
Instead of turning to God with my hurt, I turned to the world.
I chased anything that promised relief from the pain.
What began as hurt eventually became rebellion.
Rebellion became sin.
Sin became addiction.
And addiction became a prison.
For twenty-two years I lived a life filled with drugs, crime, immorality, self-destruction, anger, depression, anxiety, evil and hopelessness. Looking back, I can clearly see that Satan had a plan for my life.
Jesus said:
"The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy..."
â John 10:10 KJV
That was exactly what the devil was doing.
He was stealing years.
Destroying relationships.
Keeping me in bo***ge.
Convincing me that freedom was found in the very things that were enslaving me.
The world promised happiness but delivered emptiness.
freedom but delivered chains.
fulfillment but delivered heartbreak.
No amount of drugs could fill the emptiness.
No relationship could heal the brokenness.
No party could silence the pain.
No amount of rebellion could erase the hurt.
I was searching for peace everywhere except the One who could actually give it.
Yet through all those years, God never stopped pursuing me.
Even when I ignored Him. when I cursed Him. when I ran from Him.
when I chose wickedness over and over again.
His mercy continued reaching toward me. but i kept pushing him away. I was still functional, independent, strong, I did not want to change until one day I felt his hand of protection come off of me and then I wasn't anymore, I had lost control of my mind and that was the one thing that I prided myself in, while others around me were dropping like flies and losing it...I was still in control after 22 years of daily drug use. so, I thought.
Then came June 24, 2012.
The day everything changed.
The day I stopped running. The day I realized that Jesus Christ had done for me what I could never do for myself.
The day I repented and placed my faith in Him.
The day I was saved.
The day I got sober.
The day my chains began to fall.
"Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new."
â 2 Corinthians 5:17 KJV
I wish I could tell you that every struggle instantly disappeared.
It didn't. But I can tell you this: I was no longer fighting alone.
The same God who saved my soul began transforming my life.
He gave me peace where there had been anxiety.
Hope where there had been despair.
Purpose where there had been emptiness.
Forgiveness where there had been guilt.
Today, fourteen years later, I stand amazed at the goodness of God.
Not because I have been perfect.
Not because I earned His favor.
But because His grace is greater than my failures.
When I look at old photographs, I don't just see hairstyles, fashions, or memories.
I see a lost girl trying desperately to find something to heal her broken heart.
And I see a faithful Savior who never stopped looking for her.
"The LORD is nigh unto them that are of a broken heart; and saveth such as be of a contrite spirit."
â Psalm 34:18 KJV
If you are reading this today and feel trapped by your past, your pain, your addictions, your depression, your anger, your anxiety, or your sin, I want you to know there is hope.
Jesus Christ is still saving sinners.
He is still setting captives free.
He is still restoring broken lives.
If He could save me, He can save you.
"For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved."
â Romans 10:13 KJV
What pain have I been carrying that I have never fully surrendered to God?
Am I looking to the world for answers that can only be found in Christ?
What chains has God already broken in my life?
Have I taken time to thank Him for where He has brought me from?
This week, take a few moments to reflect on your own testimony.
Write down the things God has saved you from, forgiven you for, delivered you through, or carried you across.
Don't focus on the pit.
Focus on the Savior who pulled you out of it.
Use your testimony to encourage someone else who may be struggling.
Never be ashamed of what God rescued you from, because every scar is a reminder of His grace.
Prayer of Thanksgiving
Heavenly Father,
Thank You for Your mercy that reached me when I was lost. Thank You for loving me when I was running from You. Thank You for not giving up on me when I had given up on myself.
Thank You for saving my soul, breaking the chains of addiction, healing my broken heart, and giving me a new life in Christ.
As I celebrate fourteen years of salvation and sobriety, help me never forget where You brought me from. Keep me humble, grateful, and faithful. Use my testimony to point others to the same grace that rescued me.
Lord, all glory belongs to You.
In Jesus' name, Amen.
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