29/03/2024
THANK YOU ā I really wasnāt expecting such a warm and loving response, thank you so much for the comments and messages and emails, it really does mean so much to me.
I think it was hard for me to start posting on Instagram again because this space has also served as an important way that my mom and I stayed connected. She never missed a post, and it has been an added gift of having an online business, that she was able to see so much of my life from the other side of the globe. So, it is bittersweet to hit post knowing that she will not see my news, my garden, or what Iāve made.
The most upsetting thing about tragedy, heartache, and loss is the simple fact that the earth continues to spin. I remember feeling this when I lost my dad as a 12-year-old⦠it made me angry - why are the birds still chirping, why are cars driving by, why are there people laughing. When we are in pain, I guess we want the world to freeze. But it doesnāt. So right now, I go through the motions, even though that feels like Iām accepting a new reality that I donāt want to accept.
But I know one thing for certain, my mom wouldnāt have wanted me to stop working and put my life on hold to be sad. The truth is, she hid her illness from me for this reason.
I wish I could share everything that Iāve made recently with you, but I didnāt take many photos in March. It is autumn now, the season of warm colours and cool air, a backyard jungle that needs taming, and new life that needs to be sown.
It is good to be back and thank you so much again, Iām still working through responses but appreciate the love that has been shown to me so, so much.
I hope you all have a wonderful long weekend.
Love,
Elizabeth