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02/18/2026

12/18/2025

The day is coming in gigantic steps. I’m not ok, I have remembered and cried for every memory every first, every last. But how do you get going when your first love dies. My dad passed away a year ago today. In this year I have not been able to knit anything, I lost my business partner and I lost myself. After a terrible time in which I separated myself from my family for fear of feeling too much, I ended up in the hospital. I asked to not be visited, I asked to be alone. In that time I thought about every word, every trip, every adventure, and most of all every kiss. I have always been close to my dad, but as close as someone can be when you live 2 countries away. I have felt this year eating me up alive.

12/18/2025

The day was coming in gigantic steps. I’m not ok, I have remembered and cried for every memory every first, every last. But how do you get going when your first love dies. My dad passed away a year ago today. In this year I have not been able to knit anything, I lost my business partner and I lost myself. After a terrible time in which I separated myself from my family for fear of feeling too much, I ended up in the hospital. I asked to not be visited, I asked to be alone. In that time I thought about every word, every trip, every adventure, and most of all every kiss. I have always been close to my dad, but as close as someone can be when you live 2 countries away. I have felt this year eating me up alive. When I came back from the hospital, I decided to change, to try and get a last chance with my kids. Cont…