01/06/2026
I thought it was just a simple swelling and dry skin it was my severe psoriasis flare-up, but yesterday made me realize that my health is something I can no longer ignore.
I spent a long time thinking about whether I should post this or not, but I realized I needed to. Maybe not for sympathy, but to lighten the weight I've been carrying inside.
To the people with genuinely kind hearts who helped and continue to offer help, thank you. There are more of you than I expected, and I will never forget the kindness, concern, and compassion you have shown me during a difficult time.
This experience reminded me that, in the end, I also have to be my own strength. The people around me can support me, but I must also choose to fight for myself and take care of my own well-being.
I reached out to my family hoping for comfort and support, but instead, I found myself carrying even more stress. What hurt the most was realizing that strangers were willing to help in simple yet meaningful ways, while the people I share blood with found it difficult to do the same. Their solution was simply to send me home, even though they know I have work and responsibilities here. Go home for what? To struggle alone and still not receive the medical help I need? That realization was painful.
But despite everything, I refuse to let bitterness take over my heart.
To God, thank You for everything. Thank You for giving me strength when I felt weak, faith when I felt afraid, and hope when I felt lost. Thank You for protecting me, carrying me through every challenge, and reminding me that I am never truly alone.
You have never abandoned me, not even in my darkest moments.
I love You, from heaven above to the earth beneath my feet.
Amen. 🤍🤍🤍