01/03/2024
To my dear miners in which I awe a lot,
I have been so grateful for the past two years of my life because you were so generous to help me build and somehow grow my clothing business. When I started, I wasn't so sure with what I really want to achieve but you help me figure it out. I started small, though it wasn't something really big like many other famous online shops now but I can tell that it was growing. I've made a promise not to ever give this up because I was so in love with what I was doing until I realized that courage and compassion are not enough to make a fulfillment to something you want. Sometimes it needs peace and stability to do it right.
I reached to a point where I was so destructed with all my life's unique responsibilities, until almost everything in my operations got affected. I keep on putting the blame on people who worked for me but I was so blinded that myself was actually the main cause of it all. When I got to see the messes- the lapses I made to some of you guys (late delivery, late shipping, wrong items, lack of information) I realized that I am not well enough to take bigger responsibilities on this job while I am dealing with something very personal. But still, I tried, I've tried a lot of times to make this right but the more I pushed myself on something I am not capable right now the more mistakes I make, the messier it gets.
I am so emotional as I write this because only now that it sink in my thoughts that this must be final. However I know myself that I can no longer give the ideal services that y' all deserve.
I am writing this post to say goodbye to all of you- my suki, my angels. I can no longer sell the dresses that you love, I can no longer share my own taste in clothing. I am so quiet for a while now that this message might not affect you anymore, but I am writing this to somehow give closure to myself and justify this heaviness I feel for months now and of course to let you know that you guys mean a lot to me.
I don't know what future awaits for me but there's still a bit of hope that I can sell again with all the right timings needed, no more destructions and I hope by that time I can finally do it right, and hopefully NAA GIHAPON MO ANA. Wa ko kibaw ug kanus-a, wa ko kibaw ug unsaon pero kibaw ko na if I am well enough ang ukay2 akong pinakauna balikan.
Daghang salamat sa suporta ninyo for more than 2 years mga madiii. Kezaih's Closet is now signing off. Goodbye for now but I do hope that this isn't forever.
Love, Ms. K❤️
