21/02/2024
You know the saying "if you want God to laugh tell him your plans"?
Well, it hit me hard this year. As I was preparing myself to come back to sewing corsets someone up there or down there or whereever was laughing.. Couse, after my mom died I took care of my grandparents (and little brother). There were ups and downs but I was doing what I can to cope. And this January hit us with the stroke - both of them! Grandma got it worse, she will probably won't be able to leave the bed and it's harder to communicate with her then before. Grandpa is better, he can walk but mentally he is not well.
I am mad, sad, disapointed and I feel abandoned by the world. All the social facilities that suppose to help in this kind of situations can't or won't.
I may delete this post later. I just needed to vent.
Live your life while you can.