08/18/2025
🌻Am I back?! I don’know, but I’m finding my way.😊
It’s been a minute!
Long story short…many of you know I lost everything when my home burned down in January. I have accepted that the loss of irreplaceable things will always bring tears to my eyes and that’s ok.
From that trauma came life altering decisions. I was separated from my Ex by end of Feb, and divorced by early May. It happened fast. Standing outside on a cold January night watching my life go up in flames, I knew it was finally over. I was done maintaining an image that wasn’t mine within a relationship that broke me a long time ago. There were good moments over the years almost all of which were centered around my hart & sole, my kids. But there was a darkness that kept me confused, that I couldn’t escape. I believed it was me. It’s hard to explain and even wrap my own head and heart around the two decades I lived in a secret chaos.
Oof, it’s not my thing to be vulnerable like this online, BUT I say all that because it’s why I lost my passion for SuzeQue. So Is that passion back? No, but I finally feel like maybe it will be someday. Having a desire to crochet again is a start! ☺️❤️🩹
My years doing SuzeQue showed me a beauty in women and the support we can offer each other in a way I never knew in my younger years. It was a change at my core that was pivotal in developing self worth, realizations that maybe the darkness wasn’t me, and having the drive to start over now.
Thank You, Women! ❤️
~Susie
