12/12/2025
I don’t think I would be standing here today if I hadn’t fallen in love with change. This eclipse season felt like my foot got stuck on the gas pedal and my windshield wipers needed to be replaced, but I closed my eyes and felt my way through, connecting to my body and a deeper part of my intuition, making each decision with my gut. standing in my yes’s and no’s without fear listening to this eerie calm whispering of “this is how it was always meant to be.” the moment I finally realized that I trust myself more than anyone else on this planet, I felt this freedom wash over me. Baptized in truth. The place where the calm within the storm lives. A continuous unraveling, a slow returning. Surrounded by 6 women I’ve been calling in for what feels like lifetimes, in a studio I’ve dreamt about since the birth of Mama Ochre, laughing hysterically with gratitude. We are building what we each need within the walls of this space. A sanctuary of self for all. Returning to reverence and the “why” to how we began our journeys. You can’t fake the truth. You can’t force alignment, no matter how sweet the offer or what there is to gain. You can’t put a mask on and enjoy the duality of the experience without diving head first into the sum of all its parts. You can’t use AI to get there, or buy a course on the fast track, you simply just begin, and begin and begin and begin, laughing at the absurdity of it all. I’d do it all again and again and again.