08/21/2025
“Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our affliction, so that we may be able to comfort those who are in any affliction, with the comfort with which we ourselves are comforted by God.”
2 Corinthians 1:3-4 ESV
I’m not one who believes that our loved ones send us signs from heaven. It’s not anything I will go down swinging about and I’m definitely not going to argue, but I strongly believe that once we get in the presence of our Creator, there will be nothing else greater and eternity will be worshipping Him, they don’t need to do anything else for us here.
But I do believe that because God loves us and cares for us so intimately, that he gives us reminders that we are seen, loved and chosen by the Father. He knows our every thought, breath, desire of our hearts. He knows what we need before we even know to ask. Every time I see a butterfly, a rainbow, a cardinal, anything that reminds me of Addi or our other babies and loved ones in heaven, as they cross my mind, I thank God for seeing me.
Having someone meet you in the pit, to see you at your absolute worst and continue chasing and pursuing you, reminding you that this isn’t all there is and that you are not alone - that’s what I’m reminded of and every little reminder calls me to worship. The God who created Addi and now has her forever in his presence, the One who got to welcome my Papaw Ed home 25 years ago, that sent His only Son to die in my place - He sees me.
This butterfly (and probably its parents and grandparents haha) has been showing up for years. I never saw the blue butterflies until after we lost Addi, so naturally I think of her every time I see one. This specific one has gotten so comfortable with us, it lands near us all the time and I got to hold it for a while the other day. It was sweet to sit and watch it so beautifully just resting there, of course think of our sweet Addi and missing her, like always.
But ultimately it just pointed me back to Jesus. I’m so thankful that we can have hope in all things. And I’m thankful God created so many beautiful things. One day closer to forever 🤍🦋